"could this be out of line?"

sooo........
theres also this guy in school. stephen. he tall, handsom, strong,nice, and he cares enough too. i dont know much about him he doesnt know much about me. but normaly when im sitting alone in the cafeteria or not laughing..looking not sad but..not happy either... like usual.. he comes over to change that. he doesnt have to. hes got his friends but..he takes the time to have a conversation with me. and laugh! he wants to make me laugh.... he takes time to ask how im doing..and he actualy cares. hes not just making conversation. you know when people talk to you..and try to jsut be friends with you and all? he doesnt try to do that. he tries to know me.
the more i tell him....the more stuff its ok to tell him. i guess metephoricly i could say ... i can put my heart in his hands and trust him not with false trust...that he wont drop it. he kinda makes me feel safe. and...important.
honestly... when i think about him... when im with him too... even on the worst days. sudenly im not sad anymore. he really gets me... i get him too. hes pretty spectacular im not going to lie. i wouldnt mind at all getting closer to him.
though we dont flirt much. i meen... yea sometimes i do alittle bit..but mostly we just love being around eachother.... i think he likes me...at least as a friend.

haha he even thinks its the funniest thing in the world when i snort ...yea sometimes i snort when i laugh... i meen...he REALLY likes it. kinda weird? but nah... his laugh.. omw!!!
i love his laugh!! he doesnt try to surpress it at all. and he loves to laugh.
first he opens his mouth up in the biggest smile his face can manage and that makes his eyes squint and his face turns a light shade of our school color. maroon. and he holds his sides like he is literaly going to split at the seems.
=] he can sing too. during drama he had to sing a part and it sounded really good!

ah yea...long storie short i like him.... i like how he talks to me his laugh and....even cheesyer..i liek the way he looks at me. =] alot of people...i see it in the halls and all. they lok at me but they look right through me. or give me a look as if i dont deserve to breath the same air as them. but he looks me right in the eyes...(he has really pretty blue eyes too!) with this soft exspression... like he thinks theres some real value in me. im not gona lie. i love it. love it love it love it.

i wonder if he notices as much about me as i notice about him?.... ah..anyway... just thoughts for the moment.